0600-1000:
- Trying to get some of the morning sun by walking outside and sitting on the park.
- I was sitting still, a curious squirrel approached maybe it wanted to know whether I was a human or not.
- It came near, but my fear took over, and goosebumps all over my body. There was nothing to be afraid of that small squirrel, even if it attacked, I could fight back.
- I felt like fear is a vibration, it feels like some kind of wave across our body. And maybe other animals or birds feel that, and do not approach.
- I’m sitting down, and almost across a radius of field, no animal or bird has crossed, except that squirrel, which also got scared. Why is it so? I was sitting still like a statue, how do they know I exist. This place had birds and squirrels running around when I came. Everyone went and hid somewhere. It’s weird that they’re not showing up. I even breathed so slowly to not make any movement on my body, how do they know I’m not a statue but a human? There’s a set radius, no animal or bird tried to enter. Maybe I should wait a bit.
1000-1400:
- Huge news today. Almost life changing.
- Almost done nothing.
1400-1800:
- Also, did not much to be fair. Neither had any thoughts that are new. The day went by just consuming.