AI seems to have improved at a rate substantial and unhealthy for humans. From art, image generation, video generation to now music generation, this is beyond weird and something that might not be healthy for us. However it could be indistinguishable from human works in few years, maybe after that, we would sit back and consume the ideas and systems generated by AI. Human life is supposed to be creative, and we become fulfilled when we create something, but it seems like all of those things are stripped away from us, making us just some animals that consume. This doesn’t seem healthy at all. The fact that I’m currently listening to AI generated music and building a note taking app completely with my “Vibe” and Google Gemini, the creative part of me seems to die quietly. I was hoping to write stories and build exquisite worlds, in later future, but it seems like AI will be doing it all. I feel like humans being purposeless is the ultimate end of humanity. I see everyone addicted to reels and short videos, somehow this is extreme form of self satisfaction. Our life is not supposed to be addicted to consumption, but create something, if not create, dig holes, change and shape earth, farm, plant, observe and understand nature. At this point it seems like we have come so far and getting detached from our own human self have made us seek satisfaction on things that are not going to give us satisfaction. Everyone is seeking power, money, and a lot more which most of us are not getting. Most of us, our lives are limited until we are alive and things will fade once we die. One of my escape mechanism is to think about how vast the universe is and how vast our world itself is, as no one knows us, we do not even know few people in this pool of billions, how someone is, how they think, we do not understand. Maybe out there, there is someone who is exactly my soulmate, maybe there are 100s of them out there who would be connected with me and exactly share my interests and feelings, and it’s not very out of there thinking considering the vastness of people and limited amount of feelings and interests we have. It’s weird that we do not have much control over our own lives, we act based on feelings, intentions, other people’s actions, and many more other factors that influence us. This makes me think, at the end, it doesn’t really matter, however I still live in the fear and anxious state that I always was. Diogenes was a great philosopher who lived on the streets always teasing people, masturbating all the time, but having exceptional mental capacity. Alexander, who was conquering the world couldn’t help himself but be fascinated by how he lived and thought, and he was so impressed, he wanted to be like Diogenes, but as he is Alexander the great, he is chained by the name and his title, he cannot be like him. The fact is Diogenes knew it wouldn’t matter to him even if he conquers the world, he would be limited by his ability and mortal nature, that after his death it would not matter eventually. There is no end to Alexander’s wish to conquer the world, however, after conquering the world, what would be left to conquer? The world is limited, his life is limited, there is so much to do and so less time. Even if he was able to conquer the world at the age of 70, would he be able to enjoy the fruits of being an emperor of that scale? No one has the ability to enjoy their limited life, and there is no immortality. Even if there was, how long would he be able to stay as an emperor until he eventually gets bored and kills himself, if not the rebels and the dividing nature of humans tear apart all the pieces of his empire to fit their own agenda. We have a purpose, and we are serving it, even if it feels like it’s not fulfilling to us.